There are moments in our lives that occur that are frightening. People sing in tune with what we believe or where we are going more than they should because it can make you start thinking the wrong things.

The slightest thing can get a boy thinking and that can be worse than a boy daydreaming. There is nothing else anyone but Melinda could give me that I want, so when unusual things happen they set me off-balance.

Let me explain the best I can. I have to hurry because I was supposed to leave a half hour ago. I don't believe in 100% destiny when it comes to love. You don't fall in love, you love (as an action). I don't believe in predestined lovers etc etc...and yet...I do. I think it's a bit of both and that doesn't make any sense. I don't believe Melinda and I were made for each other, but I do believe that we were one of several possibilities and I would say the best of those possibilities. There is no one better for me than her, and I hope that she can say the same for me.

I had a friend online (who shall remain nameless) who was dating a girl for about half a year, and while in his math class he met this other girl who was funny and up his alley in personality. One day she wears this cleavage shirt that totally throws him overboard. He thinks about it for like a week until I tell him to shut-up already because I could care less about some unknown girl's boobs. Anyway, he looks this girl up on MySpace (interesting generation we are in, no?), and finds her profile, and reads it. And somewhere on her page, a blog or journal or whatever, she says something that totally clicks with what he thinks.

He immediately closed the page and signed off. Why? It got him thinking too much and it freaked him out.

He told me about it, and my response was naturally that maybe he didn't love his girlfriend as much as he thought, but he reassured me this was not the case. Why then would such a small event freak him out? What do these moments mean?

Pffffft.

You want an answer?

Uh.....hm........I suppose they don't mean anything. Depending on how you take it. I guess if, as it was in his case, the whole situation fizzes and fades and he realizes how much he still loves his girlfriend, then the meaning is that he is where he needs to be. In other words, that this exterior force was a test and he found where it was he stood. I guess. I don't know, sounds rather after school special to me.