The Forgotten Poems

Apparently God doesn't want me to have a computer. First the computer that I wanted, ie the one I ordered parts for, doesnt work because the motherboard I paid for doesn't work with the processor or something. Then Ian gets me a "loaner" computer, which for some reason keeps sending me to this ad page. The internet keeps kicking me off when I'm on AIM and my settings had me resigning on to AIM everytime it kicked me off so now AIM won't let me get on for a period of time.

sighs.

I got pretty much nothing accomplished today. Also, I dont' have a job. I need to get on the ball with something or do something because otherwise I'm going to starve to death and die and ..yeah. I worry a lot and I don't want to but I worry about the uncertainty about my future. Sometimes I wish I had gone to school to be a mechanic or something that was certain.

I also wish I wrot emore often.

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