I'm not sure I like being a girl, but okay.

There are only a few quizzes I'll take and I love Alice in Wonderland so I had to take this one. Perhaps I am Alice, though, I've always wanted to just be a kid and just be amazed at everythign that I see.

Alice in Wonderland is one of the stories I really want to do as a movie. I am aware its been done again and again but I'd like to do the most accurate and awe inspiring version. The version that isn't afraid to make kids sad or scare them a little, as well as amaze and entertain them. Maybe someday.

Still no music...

So today, and I am not sure why, I was thinking about how I wasted a lot of time in high school being depressed. Looking back on it all I can think is about what I could have been doing and how i let it all slip away. I have no regrets though, because the past shapes the present self, and it reminds me to make things better in the future. To not let all that just slide away.

And its not like you can just stop being depressed. It doesn't work like that. It takes a lot of work, and for some people it even takes medication (though we are a society that is too quick to medicate, I definately believe that, there are some people who suffer from chemical imbalances so extreme that simple talks have proven useless).

There was something Kristen said the other day I was going to mention but it slips my mind...

I am trying to grow my hair out but I don't know if it'll work...I don't think I have the right kind of hair. So right now its the length it would be if I didn't cut it for a month, but thin...so its awkward...and will be for like another year or so...yay..

Had our reading last night, for Creative Writing. Good times. One guy, who was told to shorten his piece, went on for like ten minutes, but other than that it was pretty good.

Did I talk about the writing thing here? I don't think so. This is something I've started to learn and I should be ashamed that I didn't know it. You can't judge a writer, only their individual pieces. For instance, I have a girl that's in the creative writing class with me that I thought for the longest time sucked as a writer. All of her pieces were bad. Then one day she brought in something completely different that was actually GOOD and I realized that I didn't know her well enough to say she was a bad writer. I hadn't read every one of her pieces, grown up with her, examined her heart with an all knowing eye like God. So the other pieces sucked. We (writers) all write sucky pieces. You have to look at each piece as its own entity and judge the individual story not the writer.