Carnivorous Butterflies
2005-01-04 - 5:00 p.m.

Okay I guess I only updated two days ago...oh well. I hate the connection here at my brother's house. Cable Internet my ass. I can never seem to check my aol mail without having to disconnected and reconnected the comcast cable...::carefully plans out a way to destroy comcast and all that they hold dear, but loses it trying to make Koolade::

I hate the dog. That's all I'll say about THAT one.

Filming again this friday and I am excited. It's time to get back into the mix of things, and do what I like doing...meanwhile my writing ain't goin too well. Wrote two pages today..maybe two and a half..and that's all I can do. I want to finish something and try to publish it, but I have to squeeze it out of me like a lemon that doesn't have any more juice to give. Squeeze! I gotta get those fish out of the tank or I'm going to GO CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!

I don't think Aquistaka (my fantasy series) was this hard to write..of course I've been working on it since second grade so I have plenty of material..just not effort. I don't FEEL like working on that right now. I feel like working on this new novel but I CAN'T because it won't come out. It isn't there or something...::sigh:: or it's there, I just can't find it. The story is always there, it's just a matter of finding it...

damn these carnivorous butterflies.

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