"My brother said it was all right that I only did a couple of pages a day, that it didn't matter because I don't have deadlines, but death is my deadline. If I die tomorrow, then my stories die with me."

Perhaps I need to stop thinking I'm important. My life is insignificant. I must do what I can everyday, what God wants me to do, but if I don't write twenty pages in a day and publish a novel and become famous and if i never get to share my stories before I die then so be it. Rob Haight was right when he said "If you don't write them, someday someone else will..."

But he also said: "But I think you're the one to write them."